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I'm on the bus, remembering our first date
not the bar, not the walk, not the sex
I'm remembering you falling asleep right next to me

couldn't rest
kept staring at your chest
watching your breath
and watching you breathe
My only regret
is i can't forget
all the songs we listened to
while I was holding you

We were quietly healing
staring at the ceiling
never truly knowing what the other one was feeling
or going for a drive
with my head on your thigh
stick shift wasn't easy
but you certainly tried

Now I'm home
I'm totally alone
sitting on my couch
and staring at my phone
the one I left you for
isn't at my door
you never had time either but you always made more
you always made more

and I'm remembering the day
we didn't just the train
cause I didn't take my meds and I was in pain
and you were so kind
cause I wanted to try
but you knew you shouldn't let me so you said
next time
there was no "next time"

and we just
watched our train go by
watched our train go by
watched our train go by
watched our train go by
watched our train go by
watched our train go by

Now I'm going to bed
pillow under head
room so quiet
it's like I'm already dead

These memories
they're no good for me
because the only thing I want now
is to hear you breathe

or to watch you dream

I woke up remembering our first date
not the bar, not the walk, not the sex
I'm remembering you waking up right next...

to me

credits

from Your First EP Doesn't Matter, released September 20, 2020
Octave mandolin part written and recorded by Saoirse Rose

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New Here Portland, Oregon

Queer and sincere Pop-punk music project/band from Portland Oregon.


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