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Cult Americana

by New Here

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Unlearning 03:44
We dont talk cause we're both hurting You from believing and me from unlearning Everything you taught me Its sad you dont know your daughter anymore I wish i understood these things you gave me up for Gave me up for You think that i think youre stupid But you heard that from your Fox news not me And i’m sorry I get frustrated its just hard to watch you leave reality Reality without your baby Now we dont talk cause we're both hurting You from believing and me from unlearning Everything you taught me About cheering on the underdog and being kind It was all a front mom, it was all a fucking lie All a lie Cause what you care about is niceness But caring doesn’t look like politeness everytime You always said love thy neighbor but you can’t be bothered to care when (Bm) human rights And fucking lives are on the line and now we dont talk cause we're both hurting You from believing and me from unlearning Everything you taught me Its sad you dont know your daughters anymore, I wish you understood these things you gave us up for Gave us up for 30 years people have hurt you And made you think backless faith Is the only way to say I love you Now Im up till 3am on Parler Trying to see what took you further from me this week Oh mom I want to believe you changed that you haven't always been this way But that’s probably my naivete And you And you've always thought these things They're just things you wouldn’t outright say Till your charismatic leader made the way And mom I still want good things for you It's just something i can’t make you do I’ll help you leave cult americana Gotta wait until you wanna though
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Defroster 02:20
Had to grow up early then i had to do it again and i’m tired of not complaining Tired of being grateful just to have my basics met a roof over my head food and a bed and i know that being grateful is a key to being happy but there are so many rich folks fucking up this up for everybody none of these politicians give a single shit about me and none of the laws protect you unless you have money 7am leave to work, air is crisp in my nose coffee in its little seat fogging up my car windows Roll them down to see, cause my defroster never functioned should gotten a raise last year but i didnt have the gumption because Jamie got denied and she worked harder than i did she got denied so why would I deserve it? clearly im not cut throat and never have I been i am more interested in tending the community garden but why is competitiveness in money rewarded? Without the context of business, its just selfishness Get home and its dark i collapse into the chair i know im dirty i should shower but I can’t make my self care my feet cant stand anymore I look around at the disrepair And I wonder how it got this bad Like what were all the stages? Every little legislation that put off raising wages Or adding regulations I think of their faces While tending the community garden I think of their faces With my hands frozen to the steering wheel i think of their faces
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I survived american Christianity and i know its cause i got lucky they didnt see a lot of potential in me girl who was a little too much too excited, too loud, and language too rough they tried to get me to stay without giving me a place spiritually judged by a boy my own age Not to play in the band that worshipped on the stage so we just had no drummer for months Fear i was not fine most of my life what would it be worth to escape the shame in my mind I wonder when ill be free of this guilt that encompasses me for leaving a god I don't believe in and a church that never wanted me I survived american Christianity and i know it was half opportunity to leave the church and still have people who loved me around I’m free now to invest in me There’s no limits if nothing’s testing me when love looked like abuse It was easy to fall into the pews fear im was not fine most of my life what would it be worth to escape the shame in my mind Wonder when i’ll be free of this bad theology Its a dark cave to crawl out but i know peace comes with time x3

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released December 11, 2021

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New Here Portland, Oregon

Queer and sincere Pop-punk music project/band from Portland Oregon.


Sometimes acoustic (just Mac), sometimes electric (Full Band), always energetic!

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